all alone by the night, i down my drinks of alcohol. i feel the sudden surge of thoughts purging out from my mind. is this alright? many of my thoughts wandered to where; i don't know. nothing that i want to know or answer. just a memory of silence that waves to whisper.

maybe it's this cold feeling of love. or just an after-effect of what could be possibility better. it's been awhile since you've talked. it's been a long while, since you spoke. what others can i say. but just a memory, i hold to sway.

the endless thoughts that caress my heart. just a simple reminder, of what has come to pass. many a times i wondered what's most important to you. but many you've answered me not; seems more like everyone else matters more to you; just not me you'd be better.

love isn't as simple as it may seem. somehow you just never agree with me. love is long and hard; arduous you might say. but this you do not see. only a figment of what may be. trying to be myself again; isn't the easiest i'd can say...

somehow i tried to make you understand, only to be rebutted is all i can face. now all the silence i can take; is only a memory of how i could stay. the sacrifices you wouldn't make. is not what i'd can take. the things i gave isn't free; is what i gave; but couldn't have.

of all the days that we've fought; for this it seems the last. nothing that i would say; for the more it seems to take you away. no more that i want to do, if only you could stay. nothing else i can ask for from you; is all that i could seem to bear. the more it seems to me, to ask is to go.

regrets doesn't come so easy; but all i can do; is swallow and face. maybe we're just not meant to be. heaven may have made us a fool; is all that i can say. only to wish and to pray; is just for you; for another day.

of all the memories that seem to sway; of what i hope to linger. is just for another chance to say. of all the times we've spent; is nothing more than my heart away. no more it seems that you'd make a way. only a memory; of a night at bay...